Just A Pinkie Toe

Somewhere in between the hours of the afternoon one day and getting up from bed early the next morning, I stubbed my toe. Not just any toe but my PINKIE toe! So I kind of think it was a middle of the night thing on a trip (no pun intended) to the bathroom. Narrowing it down, I do not remember it being injured when I was going to sleep. It definitely was when I got up for the day though. Rather seriously and it made it’s injured little self known without apology.

So of course that got me thinking about things seemingly insignificant that go on functioning day after day while we are pretty well oblivious to them. Just like a pinkie toe. It doesn’t clamor for attention really. I try to keep it trim and polished pretty but that’s it really. It is just one of the several toes on my foot that I collectively put into a fun shoe of depending on the weather and occasion. And if weather calls for it, a warm colorful sock. And though I loved being a barefoot girl growing up, I do love shoes of all sorts and heel heights. This injury has put a damper on wearing most of the shoes I have without pain.

So why all this rambling about a pinkie toe of all things? Because it makes me think about the scripture that tells us we are all part of the body of Christ. How some think others are more important in the body than they themselves are. You know because others speak publicly or travel to far and foreign countries to minister. Or lay hands on the sick and see them get well! But they think because they are in this “lowly” fairly ignored and insignificant place of life, they are meaningless. Not so dear one! Just a badly stubbed toe caused pain and disruption in how my life operated- for days actually!

One Body but Many Parts 1 Corinthians 12:12-27

There is one body, but it has many parts. But all its many parts make up one body. It is the same with Christ.  We were all baptized by one Holy Spirit. And so we are formed into one body. It didn’t matter whether we were Jews or Gentiles, slaves or free people. We were all given the same Spirit to drink.  So the body is not made up of just one part. It has many parts.

 Suppose the foot says, “I am not a hand. So I don’t belong to the body.” By saying this, it cannot stop being part of the body.  And suppose the ear says, “I am not an eye. So I don’t belong to the body.” By saying this, it cannot stop being part of the body.  If the whole body were an eye, how could it hear? If the whole body were an ear, how could it smell? God has placed each part in the body just as he wanted it to be.  If all the parts were the same, how could there be a body? As it is, there are many parts. But there is only one body.

The eye can’t say to the hand, “I don’t need you!” The head can’t say to the feet, “I don’t need you!” In fact, it is just the opposite. The parts of the body that seem to be weaker are the ones we can’t do without.  The parts that we think are less important we treat with special honor. The private parts aren’t shown. But they are treated with special care. The parts that can be shown don’t need special care. But God has put together all the parts of the body. And he has given more honor to the parts that didn’t have any.  In that way, the parts of the body will not take sides. All of them will take care of one another.  If one part suffers, every part suffers with it. If one part is honored, every part shares in its joy. You are the body of Christ. Each one of you is a part of it.

And that is the way God sees it! He made you with a purpose. Enjoy it! Do you like gardening and canning? Do it with joy! Share with others. Do you have a head for the business world? Take Him there with you! Do you have kids of all ages you are raising? You are incredibly important! Do you change the toilet paper roll in the church bathroom? Are you a greeter? Do you mow the lawn, shovel the walkway at home, church or for a neighbor? Help someone get to an appointment that can’t get themselves there? Can you smile at another person as you go about your errands? None of us are to think more highly of ourselves than the next. Let’s do the thing He puts before us in love and with all our might and watch it flourish and prosper in His hand.

And so ends my discourse on “The Pinkie Toe”. God bless you with blessings that overflow and run over to the next person!

The Girl (and her lunch)

I can not tell you how many times in our years of raising a big family I fell back on the example of Jesus and His disciples feeding 5000 with a boys lunch. Making a little bit into much because God is in it. I wonder sometimes, if the boy’s mom packed with the thought that her son might be sharing. I wonder how big the loaves and fishes were and what he carried them in.

Many mom’s apparently make sandwiches ahead, as in the night before the next school day. And some even make enough ahead to freeze and pull them out as needed. I never trusted the bread to not get soggy so didn’t try that in spite of the fact that their kids did not complain that theirs were soggy. My approach was the morning line up. Generally I was making six lunches each morning and had a system to this while remembering who liked mayo, who hated it ect and hopefully getting the right sandwich into the right bag. We also relied on the tried and true PB and J.

At the time of this story I was at the tail end of school lunch years. With most of our kids grown and out of the house, I no longer had the line up. I was making just one school lunch on a school day. Generally I had always overpacked for this particular one. She never ate much while at school as a grade schooler but would eat most of what was left on the way home when her appetite returned. School was somewhat stressful as far as she was concerned and she did not want to eat while she was there much to the concern of teachers and lunchroom monitors.

Evidently by her high school days, this particular year, she was sharing her lunch with fellow hungry high school students. She made sure to eat something too, in case you are concerned for her. Since I learned of this sharing, I packed a bit differently. I packed with this in mind. She normally still had something left to eat on the way home but not always, which is ok because she could eat when we get home anyway.

One day heading home after school she was pulling something out from her bag and told me she was given banana bread from a student that day so actually had several things still to choose from. We were stopped at a traffic light and could see several car lengths ahead, a man with a sign at the side of the road. I am not sure exactly what all it said but it is an uncomfortable, familiar sight. Things were happening quickly since the light changed but she suddenly said “I have food. I could give him my lunch.” We passed him by. I looked at her and said “I can turn around”.

Frankly I was low on gas and still had another student (who had fallen into an after school power nap in the car oblivious to all of this transpiring) to take home as well. Finding a place to turn around in the stretch ahead would be an inconvenience and my mind wanted to figure out whether he was telling the truth on his sign. But we were giving food not money. And my daughter was giving her lunch to Jesus since He said “when you do it to the least of these you do it unto Me” You know, a cup of cold water in His name. Feeding the hungry. Visiting the sick. Those in prison. Loving the unlovely, seemingly least important ones, like He loved me when I didn’t deserve it. From Matthew 25:34-40

We were trying to figure out how to maneuver so it could be me handing the lunch out, not my daughter (we have seen too many/heard too many things that make us stranger leary) but when it came down to it, when we could finally get turned around and then turned around again it had to be her handing the lunch through her window. And he did seem grateful. And we were glad too.

Did he really have the kids at home like his sign said? If so, did one get the applesauce, another the cookies? Did they split the sandwich and banana bread? I don’t know. Or was it the first meal this man had in a day? Maybe. Maybe not. But Jesus knows and we are leaving that with Him.

Proverbs 22:9  A generous man will himself be blessed, for he shares his food with the poor.

Just as a PS. Several weeks after all this, I was at school (I was attending Charis Bible College). One of the ladies also attending, held up a large jar of Welch’s Grape Jam.

She asked me “Do you have a bunch of kids?”  “I do but they are all pretty much grown now…Is that grape jam? That is my daughter’s favorite. She loves jam rather than jelly”

“Take it for her.” Isn’t that just how God is? He knows and provides our FAVORITE..

I was able to say to my daughter that day as I handed it over “Jesus loves you Lily” 🙂

Blessings!

High Bar of the Proverbs 31 Woman

Friends had Marty and me over one night for pizza, salad and general hang out time. It was just what I needed after work week/day even though I wouldn’t have thought so as tired as I was. I was revived by it. Nothing planned just being with friends. Grateful for that.

So these friends love hitting Goodwill, antique places, garage sales and such for fun. This mug is one of the things they picked up and gifted it to me…(there is one for Marty too but about being a man of faith and all)

My mug has a verse from Proverbs 31..that infamous collection of verses for women to aspire to… that nearly did our marriage in before it ever got started!

We had only been seeing each other a short while. I was still quite new to being a Christian and wanted to be walking it out … ahhh but then this bundle of verses portraying the Godly Superwoman. Everything I was not. I can still picture the room we were in, the couch I was sitting on when Marty opened a Bible to this passage and sincerely said ” This is what I want in a wife”. Time stopped for me and thoughts began skittering through my mind. Thoughts like ” You’d better start looking somewhere else…” The tune and words pop into the background ” to dream the impossible dream..”

Well flashing not only back but forward, two very flawed people determined to live for Jesus the One who saved us from our sins past, present and future got married and lived not always happily ever after but with a mixture of love, lots of children, happy times and trying times that nearly did us in, all the things that test the wedding vows and grow us up…

That job description for Superwoman…well I have learned along the way…it’s not all of those things all at once I don’t think. It’s a picture of a lifetime. Kind of like when I would buy my kids a coat just a bit big because they would grow into it…that’s how I see this now…something to grow into

Some Assembly Required

I was thinking about the Bible verse I had at one time on my cover photo. I was also remembering the one about “better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere”. I was wondering if I mean those or are they just nice verses that express only King David’s heart. Maybe because he is saying he has asked it of the Lord it is a true glimpse of his heart as he worshiped and he just did not want to leave the presence of God. Maybe he was contrasting the place of worship to a cave he had to hide out in or even the palace he eventually lived in or the field he had shepherded sheep in and developed his rock and music ministry. Maybe he learned no matter what, the presence of God is the best of all life had offer.

I had an opportunity to head out to gather with other Christians and be in His presence around His Word. I was not sure about going out, getting dressed to be out, driving, and carving time out and so on. I could study here at home. I could tune in a listen or watch teaching/preaching online or tv. True. Then as I searched my heart I became aware that I really wanted to study His Word WITH other believers. There are a number of things I enjoy and find relaxing or fulfilling which are not wrong in and of themselves so it was not a condemning thing pushing me to “get to church”. I just realized that nice as those things are, there was a place in me they do not touch like gathering around His Word would with others.

I started to remember the place in scripture that says:

And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not neglecting to meet together, as is the habit of some, but encouraging one another, and all the more as you see the Day drawing near. (Hebrews 10:24-25) Another version puts it

“not forsaking the assembling together”.

So I chose to get on out there and mingle (assemble) with others and found one of the passages we were reading was from Exodus about keeping the Sabbath holy or set apart to God. I am not looking to discuss which day that is frankly, but we recognize there are days generally known to be set aside to gather and worship God our Creator.

We tend to hear these things as a negative in our culture I think. We do not think of the benefit or rewards of doing the things of rest, of worshiping God. We all practice normal daily disciplines that may not seem or feel pleasant at the time and yet we reap the rewards of doing them and don’t decide to leave off doing them because they take time or effort…changing a baby’s dirty diaper (baby clean, happy and smelling good again), going to work (get to make money to take care of self and family), paying bills (lights and heat stay on), washing dishes (kitchen in order and I can start all over at the next meal to feed our family), maintaining our cars (I get where I am going better and safer), shoveling snow…you have your own to add to the list. With blessings there come also responsibilities.

Secular Studies show that regular church attendance is linked with:

1. Increased marital stability, success and satisfaction

2. Prevention of disease

3. Reduced risk of suicide in teens

4. Reduced length of hospital stays

5. Reduced need for antibiotics

6. Lower blood pressure

7. Increased life expectancy

8. Higher average weekly income and higher average yearly income

9. Reduced risk of heart attack

10. Reduced crime rates

11. Improved physical health and less depression

12. Significantly reduced risk of alcohol abuse

13. Faster alleviation of poverty compared to government programs

These were taken from a number of studies. I do not have the list of resources in front of me but could try to obtain them again.

And those are just the secular studies.

God tells us in the Bible He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. Even though reward seems to be a prize in our way of thinking, aren’t the above things a reward?

We gain when we get together with other Christians. We all have gifts or strengths to use that benefit each other that we do not benefit from just on our own for our own use. We assemble to build one another into something strong and beautiful.

So to be our best, to grow in all ways “Some Assembly is Required”

Out of the Salt Box (into the shaker)

Life feeling turned upside down lately?

You may be moving from the salt box into the salt shaker.

You know maybe you have already been being salt in a situation. And for the most part pretty satisfied with your salty self there. Then the most uncomfortable thing happens. Your time there is finished. Completed. Nothing left for you to do there. How bewildering and perhaps even painful this sudden loss of place or position and seeming meaning to your life and purpose.

Maybe some of you like engaging CHANGE in life. Me? No not so much. Give me stability with a bit of challenge mixed in but major change is not something I hunt for as part of my life pattern.

Consider something though. Salt goes through changes to get to the place of being useable. It has to be mined from underground deposits or from salt water deposits then processed to clean and separate it from other things we wouldn’t want to eat…In part of the refining it is set to dry in the sun letting the water evaporate…maybe you don’t feel turned upside down you just feel unclean and clumpy or left to dry out. But you are of great value, oh salty one and are in process to increase your value.

Then you get put in a place that seems set away and dark. You are clean. You are ready for purposeful things but you are in a round box up on a shelf. You are being salt but not to full potential yet. And then suddenly you move or your world moves and you are poured into something small and very possibly transparent, and set a bit further into the light but to be used. To be turned upside down when needed. To season. To preserve. To cleanse. To heal. You are shaken. And it is for a purpose and a plan in the Master’s hand.

You may think, I am just a mom, dad, grandma, grandpa, kid, student, store clerk, laborer, or whatever upscale or low scale thing you may think of yourself and occupation. But whatever shaker God has placed you in, YOU ARE SALT. What if you feel life is too much of the same old, same old for now in those places? You may very well be a steady seasoning or preservation right there where you are. And if you feel a bit shaken by life these days realize you are found useful for yet another purpose by God. Be glad. Really. Being poured out can be a good thing!

Matthew 5:13 You are the salt of the earth but if the salt has lost its saltiness how shall it be made salty again?

What’s In Your Tank (fill it up)

Some mornings I wake up with the “Drearies” hanging in my head. They shroud everything. Make it hard to meet the day. That’s clue to me…                                                                                                                  My tank is on empty.

Should have stopped and filled the tank last night after work  because this morning it’s going to be fumes getting me where I need to go kind of thing. And precious little time to stop and fill up on the way. Scripture tells me to keep on being filled with the Spirit. To build myself up in my most holy faith. To take a day of rest. To come apart for a while before I come apart. Before I unravel at the seams from the inside out…

In our day we call it Self Care. In the travel world the flight attendant tells us to get the oxygen mask on first then help others. Wait a minute though, how does that “me first” fit with laying down my life, with being the servant, losing my life to find it and so on? Sometimes we see scripture seeming to contradict itself…I see it though, as the pedals on a bike…not Either/Or but rather Both/And…needed to move the bike forward. And riding takes some practice with balance until balance becomes natural.

Admittedly we sometimes pull away to refuel with things that do not give us a true filling. Absolutely vacation days, hobbies, a new hair style are self care and are legit. But we neglect the pulling apart to pray in the Spirit. This can be through out our day  inwardly acknowledging  and whispering the Spirits prayer from our hearts in our busy days. It can also be separating a time to sit with God bathing in the water of His Word. Not because I HAVE to as a RULE but because I GET to and it settles the storms in me, fills the emptiness in me. It can be those times getting together at church or small groups.

So many of us wear the Badge of Busy-ness. We work as though our salvation depends upon it and was not bought for us by Jesus as a gift not a reward. I am not trying to make one more rule for my life or yours, but simply trying to line up with the Owners Manual for my life so I run better and longer. So I will walk this life in a way to finish well.  See you at the filling station.

The Cast (the time is past)

I was thinking today about bitterness and brokenness. I was thinking about how we put protective shells around us when we are hurt and broken. Like a cast around a broken leg to help the bone get a chance to be supported and healed.

But what if? Just what if we never take the cast off the leg? When we get a cast people commiserate with us. They autograph the cast and help decorate with fun sayings or pictures. Kind of like when we are newly broken emotionally and people listen and comfort, you know? And really no one blames us for a while if we are taking measures to protect ourselves. Maybe some will even encourage us to harden ourselves.

But again…what if? What if we never take the cast off? What if we forget to allow ourselves to be tenderhearted and kind again and just stay hard? It stinks really. Then atrophy sets in and the limb becomes useless. We never walk quite right.

A cast is heavy, inflexible, picking up dirt. Bitterness is like that. Makes our hearts heavy, hard and looking for the worst, letting it cling to us. Long after the real need for the cast around our soul, the cast of bitterness brings attention to the wound that should by now be healed, ready for training in moving, building muscle operating as a fully functioning part of the body again.

When it comes to the wounds of the soul, we don’t get to wrap up in layers of gauze and plaster so we wrap up in anger, a cold shoulder, snippy remarks, gossip and so on. That is the cast God comes to remove.

So do not fear, for I am with you;

 do not be dismayed, for I am your God.

I will strengthen you and help you;

 I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10

He does not promise life will not hurt ever again. But He will be our strength and His hand will hold us up. He will be with us. He will be the one to harden us to difficulties in a way that does not cause our soul to atrophy but instead can make us stronger.

When we are taking off old things making way for the new year, bitterness is a cast it is time to remove. Time to take out the surgeon’s saw of forgiveness and cut that thing off.

Windows

It was one of the nearly perfect winter days today. Sunny and comparatively warm (45 degrees). My afternoon schedule was rearranged so I had some free time to use putting Christmas stuff away in the shed which I did not want to attempt on a below 30 day. I may have grown up a Northwest Indiana Girl but there are still things I don’t particularly want to do on a cold day. Tackling stiff storage tub lids in an unlit, unheated shed is one of them. Need warmer temps and sunshine, which I was happy to have today.

I also switched out door wreaths, put fresh bird food out front, and organized a few shelves. Then since Marty was off visiting a shut in I had time to sit in a chair by our picture window to have a mug of tea while finishing up Middle of the Mess by Sheila Walsh and a Bible Study on Philippians by Joyce Meyers. And journal, ponder and pray.

Glancing up I told myself I should try to catch the sunset today. You know take time to enjoy the paintings God sends us. So many people post amazing pictures of the glorious sky while I tend to forget to take a look at the free art show when it comes my way. Then I saw the window was less than sparkling clean. I had cleaned it inside and out a few months ago in the fall. Slowly but surely the grime of life, weather and no maintenance made it dingy.

For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes, His eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly seen, being understood…from Romans 1:20

That is the way my mind tends to go-finding a spiritual truth in the everyday based on that verse. I thought about how easily and pretty much without notice, our lives can get smudged…purpose for life growing unclear.

We can let life happen day after day without spending time in God’s word and worshipping him (I get it young mommy, I raised eight) This may not be the season for long prayer, study, journaling sessions. God is not requiring that from us in a religious legalistic way. Having ONE scripture that to think about through the day is meditating on His word. It is washing ourselves with the water of His word. Cleaning our “window” so we can see more clearly with His viewpoint. It is planting ourselves along streams of water and growing strong. Just one scripture you say?

Yes even one scripture if we will take hold of it through our day will do that over time. It will renew our mind so we think God thoughts. It helps us practice the presence of God in our lives and gives us peace as our mind is fixed on Him through His word.

Bow and Arrow

Sometimes (many times really) we are just clipping along in life, busy, busy, busy when suddenly we realize we are in an entirely new season. We are there sometimes just as the natural order of things…winter to spring ect…infants to toddlers…teens grown and married…But sometimes there is distinct almost abrupt change. The doing we are used to doing is not fitting or even an option any more. Afterall doing it for the sake of doing something out of habit because we have always done is not always what should be happening.

 We may have entered into the season I have come to call “The Season of Being Pulled Back”. I suppose there are many reasons a person could be in that season but they are not all bad. In fact I have come to see, thank God, there is a very GOOD purpose in the pulled back stage.

Look at this little picture posted from Brave.

Notice what she is doing with her bow and arrow. Get it? Thinking of ourselves in the hand of God, He is the One who shapes us into the straight arrow, with polished shaft, sharp tip, clean feather lines, notch perfect. ‘And he has made my mouth like a sharp sword; in the shadow of his hand has he hid me, and made me a polished shaft; in his quiver has he hid me.’ Isaiah 11:4

 . We might simply and profoundly be in a season of refurbishing. We might be a favored arrow used time and again in need of some tender loving care in the hand of the Archer. We might be in the quiver for a time to be pulled out for a specific purpose refitted with a new arrow head.

But take note and heart lovers of God who seek to serve His purposes. He knows the season and the purpose and the preparation. You may in this moment be in His hand fitted to the string of the bow, which is even now being pulled back in careful aim to hit a specific mark. And pulled back you must be or you will never reach the distance with the impact necessary. Take heart if this is your season. It is not one of rejection from the Most High but one of cherished preparation. You are blessed!

Jumping Jacks and Puppy Dogs

My life tends to have some odd happenings from time to time. Pretty sure most of humanity have a variety of the peculiar things we would rather had not happened. I was puppy sitting for grand dogs who actually are not so young but are of the small dog category. We are in a down sized home and though we have been here a while now still have to adjust to tighter spaces to move around in. Adding two small dogs who want to get front and center of me in the kitchen normally doesn’t hurt much…until it did!

Ever hopeful for scraps to fall, Hazel scooted directly in front of me as I was moving to put something in a corner cabinet. Toby was right near by. I did a quick double step to avoid stepping on Hazel and lost my footing…not so gracefully either. Down I went. Backwards. Head hitting the kitchen counter. Shoulder slamming the cabinet front, then the ceramic floor. How do football players sustain multiple tackles really?

Poor Hazel scrammed from the room to watch me from the living room couch. I like to think she was looking at me with eyes that asked me if I was ok. I do not know where Toby ran to hide. Marty helped me up and thankfully I did seem to be alright.

A few days after that, I heard of a challenge for exercise that only needs a small area, is aerobic and doesn’t take much time….JUMPING JACKS…well of course! Why didn’t I think of that sooner? Good old jumping jacks to get my heart rate up and burn the calories that try to linger. I completely forgot I had actually had that pretty significant body trauma just days before.

Beginning my jumping moves trying to just get to 25 that day, I was surprised to find I was sore. Wow! Really? But “I work out at the Y” I reminded myself. Trying again the next day was worse. I could feel my vertebrae slamming mid/upper back. Rib cage hurt. Even breathing hurt! Is there a disclaimer with jumping jacks for the over 65 crowd that I didn’t know about? Maybe not on their own but combined with a severe fall a few days prior probably so. Forsaking the jumping jacks for good I needed to find a chiropractor due to the horrible continuous pain.

It took submitting to regular visits, adjustments, stretches, icing, taping for support for 4 months to bring me back to better. And still some maintenance visits. So let me segue into a principle here. Something can happen if we get out of line with the principles in God’s word. We can get painfully into a place we never intended even if we thought we were doing something good.

There is a way that seems right unto a man, but it’s end is the way of death. Proverbs 14:12

We may make our plans, but God has the last word. You may think everything you do is right, but the Lord judges your motives. Ask the Lord to bless your plans, and you will be successful in carrying them out. Proverbs 16:1-3 ( I would add as a reminder to ask if your plans are part of His plans for you- He is the one who designed us for a purpose after all)

Thus he showed me, and behold, the Lord was standing by a vertical wall with a plumb line in his hand…From Amos 7:7 I believe scripture is a plumb line for us to keep us on the straight and narrow-in line.

Trouble does not necessarily mean we are “out of line”. Trouble comes in this life. It can possibly be our doing though. Either way it is worth a visit to our Divine Chiropractor for an adjustment.

God bless you!